February 2012
January 2012
It's warm and real and bright
are the thoughts of you and being as happy and light like the day our voices collided. Just be happy with me again. You said it yourself that the only time you were ever truly happy were moments with me. Here’s the chance and I hope you take it. I’m just finding every little excuse just to be near you.
Don’t get over me. I don’t want you to have to get over me. Because I’m still not over you.
sverdefl started following you
well hello kbro. You found me :P
in case you haven't heard, Kaba Modern is having AUDITIONS! workshop dates are FEB 6, 7, 8. make-up workshop is FEB 9. workshops will be held at UCI's Social Science Parking Structure at 8 pm. auditions will be held on FEB 13 at UCI's CRAWFORD HALL. no experience necessary, just a love for dance! come be part of an amazing family!! stay tuned for more info
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Just watched "Man on the Ledge"
Well done. It had my mom going “AYE! AYE!” in the movie theater. I love the chiquitita girls :)
I kinda wanna get the giving tree decal...I've always liked the book but your synopsis reminded me the true meaning of the book and inspired me 0_0 Plus, i've been telling myself i needa grow up and move past HK. lmfao
awww! :’) thanks love. I didn’t think people actually read my written posts … especially the lengthy ones. I was about to get the hello kitty one though just cuz it was cheaper. It was either that, the juice box decal or the giving tree :P Miss you dear <3
The power of Oxytocin
(based on the previous reblog)
I thought I could be like a man and just fulfill my physical biological needs. But, I learned the hard way that it can never EVER be so. To outsiders, a girl wanting more and more sex is just a flat out whore. I don’t know about other girls, but in my case… I was hungry for connection. To physically feel like I belonged to someone and someone I can/want to spend the rest of my life with. It didn’t need to be fancy or complex, but to feel his gaze upon mine with just so much love and hope and promise for our future… it’s an incredibly beautiful thing and my description will never be adequate and do it justice to how wonderful it is.
There’s only one person I can think of that I have shared this moment with and I don’t regret it and never will I ever. To say I did and that I didn’t love him would be complete denial. But to be completely honest, it messed me up pretty badly and because of him, I know I will never love someone as truly and deeply as much as I loved him. It sucks for the next guy because he deserves to have a clean slate, but until you’ve been in my shoes and feel how I feel, then you’ll truly understand where I am coming from.
Biological differences are just completely unfair.
