November 2010
October 2010
Hello World
For the first time in a long time, I feel good about my midterm. After finishing, there was this aura of accomplishment and it felt wonderful.
Thinking back, not dwelling on which question I got right or wrong, I’ve realized how much Political Science means to me more than History or Biological Science could ever be to me. Political Science encompasses the essence of who I am and what I...
I miss who you were-- I've finally made the...
You are the average of the 5 people you spend the...
Well that’s kinda hard for me to calculate, especially now that I’m practically MIA and anti-social… the total opposite of the past two years.
But let’s see who I’ve spent the most time with recently:
Seraph and Lena (my roommates)
I’ve suddenly become the fashion guru for both of them and shopping with them is always a blast. What I’ve learned from...
How Do I Breathe- Celine Dion
I hate that song. It set the mood for my day today and I’m a jumble of mixed emotions: irritated, depressed, angry, devastated and distraught.
To make it even worse— Toot it and Boot it was the next song of choice. -__-
Music was and is still something I know I’ll always be passionate about— but why can’t I listen to it without a bit of me dying inside?
I’m...
I just used my blog text for a homework assignment...
“there are people who deserve you and people who don’t. if you have someone in...”
– (via claritypeaceserenity)
Throwback to a note I wrote on FB freshman year.
For other dedications I made, it can be found under the note titled Thankful
Francis: =) I know this may be a little too public for you but i can’t hold it in anymore… francis. you’ve changed me. you’ve changed the way I used to look at men and that they’re not all the same. you’ve taught me to always search for the silver lining, to keep going and end strong...
Reason = bad
According to Rousseau, man’s ability to reason is a horrible trait for man to have. Reason is what I believe separates man from animal, knowing right from wrong— analytically sizing the good and the bad in any situation. By knowing the essence of good and evil is the basis in which I fundamentally grew up upon and being told such was profoundly surprising. But after this lecture, I can...
Everywhere should have legends. It allows us to...
Weekend overview
To sum it all up— I miss my cousins: more than I can possibly type. They were my first playmates when I was born and despite this big ten year gap of not seeing each other, I talk and bond with them like it never existed. Every now and then I glance at old photos of how close our families used to be and just the mere images can’t come close to how close I feel to them. I can depend...
Watching Harvey Milk reminded me of how much I've...
Yours, truly.: The universe contracts to sigh. →
lamerdamour:
Wrought with turmoil and numerous levels of disbelief. Finally found our destination after leaving the earth in a wreck, having turned it on its axis, traversing and choosing roads least promising. Accomplished, yet I feel burnt by a scorching sun. Now, the sweat that sleeved our tired limbs lose…
I’ve always admired the way you write :)
fenix-jmj:
Anjulie - Fuck You (Cee-Lo Cover)
...
“It shouldn’t have to be debated. Government shouldn’t be involved in...”
– Wanda Sykes
“Everyone sees what is happening, but not everyone feels the consequences....”
– Machiavelli
I want to get away from this campus. I don't want...
Clothes and Clothes...
I am embarrassed to look at old high school photos of the way I dressed. I honestly DID NOT know what looked right and what didn’t. It definitely didn’t help that I didn’t have your typical average skinny girl body type. From all the athletic tomboyish days I gained strong broad shoulders, strong muscular legs, bulky arms and a wide ribcage. Even at my skinniest— I felt I...
I am... Kurtis Jackson: Thanks Lheane for the... →
kurtisjacks0n:
College:
Here goes…
Your friends will change a lot over the next four years. Let them.
Call someone you love back home a few times a week, even if just for a few minutes.
In college more than ever before, songs will attach themselves to memories. Every month or two, make a mix cd, mp3 folder,…
The World Closes In...
and the memories begin to fade
into the lost depths of the earth.
Like a cloth draped over,
I suffer from suffocation and only the
faint kicks and screams for it all to end
can be heard by a dog’s trained ear.
Suppress the pain, and hide it from piercing
misunderstood eyes.
My heart that loved to its purest
and a soul that gave to its fullest
with a passion that could never be...
“Take a break-up for example. A guy tell you, ’ You deserve better....”
– Professor Schonfeld, Poli Sci 6c
To he who knows who I'm writing to
I still think of you when I’m physically alone. And as much as I shouldn’t, my mind drifts down memory lane of how wonderfully happy I used to be. It breaks my heart every single time I allow myself to do it and I drive the knife even further pondering why I allow myself despite the pain. But each time I destroy myself, I strengthen and I’m becoming an entirely new and hopefully...
“She said, ‘I’m so afraid.’ And I said, ‘Why?’, and she said, ‘because I’m so...”
– The Kite Runner (via quote-book)
1. Why I always get so nervous whenever I am extremely happy i.e relationship
2. Kite Runner is a really good movie
